First Accused

My Lord, today I am the first and only accused, Proving my love to my mother, will be an objective I wish to live for and achieve, but if need be, it is an ideal for which I am willing to die...

I have been a disappointment in many ways and there are many days that I weep at the sever pain I have caused her over the lifetime that I have known her. 

I admit my role and I wish that you would help me to begin to understand a way I can erase all my bad and once again get that approval from her, I am a weak slave of yours and you know that I have never done any of these things with an intention to hurt her, I live for her. 

I have neglected alot of my responsibilities, but surely that in itself being a human trait that alot of men have fallen prey too, I pray that you will guide me and I will once again have life in my soul. 

I am a hated man, but all I tried to share, was the tenderest of care, but look what I have put her through!!!
I am confronted daily, by her keepers, who tell how bad of a person I am, and how much I put her through. 

I was even told that I am a disappointment to my late father's legacy because of the clothing I do not wear??? 

I ask for your Mercy, I ask you to rectify my mistakes, I am nothing but what you allow me to be. 



Sarfaraaz Mukuddem