Blessed am I

Blessed am I to be Alive 

Blessed am I to be Muslim

Blessed am I to have been brought up by such great parents 

Blessed am I to be loved as I do by a caring wife

Blessed am I to be healthy 

Blessed am I to have survived a grave illness 

Blessed am I to have learned about live in the fast and slow lanes 

Blessed am I to have found a new way of living less selfishly 

Blessed am I to have a understanding support structure 

Blessed am I to have been born with an advantage 

Blessed am I to be wanted By Allah to help people 

Blessed am I to have a my prayers answered all the time

Blessed am I to have the gift of sight and sound 

Blessed am I to have my limbs in tact 

Blessed am I for everything in fact...

The life I chose: First Accused

The life I chose: First Accused: My Lord, today I am the first and only accused, Proving my love to my mother, will be an objective I wish to live for and achieve, but if ne...

First Accused

My Lord, today I am the first and only accused, Proving my love to my mother, will be an objective I wish to live for and achieve, but if need be, it is an ideal for which I am willing to die...

I have been a disappointment in many ways and there are many days that I weep at the sever pain I have caused her over the lifetime that I have known her. 

I admit my role and I wish that you would help me to begin to understand a way I can erase all my bad and once again get that approval from her, I am a weak slave of yours and you know that I have never done any of these things with an intention to hurt her, I live for her. 

I have neglected alot of my responsibilities, but surely that in itself being a human trait that alot of men have fallen prey too, I pray that you will guide me and I will once again have life in my soul. 

I am a hated man, but all I tried to share, was the tenderest of care, but look what I have put her through!!!
I am confronted daily, by her keepers, who tell how bad of a person I am, and how much I put her through. 

I was even told that I am a disappointment to my late father's legacy because of the clothing I do not wear??? 

I ask for your Mercy, I ask you to rectify my mistakes, I am nothing but what you allow me to be. 



Sarfaraaz Mukuddem

Live simply :The life you choose is the life you going to have to live with

Fight your oppressors with all you have, for all that have is hatred and should you have love in your armor you will overcome that.

Dress in what makes you feel happy, not what they deem appropriate

Conduct yourself in a way that is becoming of a good person, hardly anything else matters

Feeding people brings life and barakah (blessings) to your home and heart

Keep company with those who lift your spirits not those who push you down

Love to be loved by other people, and allow yourself to be loved without strings

Love and appreciate your family, if they nice and treat you kindly

Give yourself time to see, hear and understand how the world and people works and I guess people are very different, simply smile and accept but never let people put you down

Appreciate everything, small things first, then the bigger ones

Living simply is probably the best way to go about you life, never mind what they people may say

Give more, take less

I never understood what my mother meant when she repeatedly said, give more take less, because frankly
more is better then less right?

Everybody wants more

Money
Friends
Resources
Love
Food

But I have learned these simple lessons from giving more and taking less

Somehow you 

Get more if you ask for less
More loved if you give more love and demand less
Receive more blessings in your wealth if you don't hate to part with what you owe people
Can sleep better at night if you know you have make a positive impact to someone you love
More at ease if you cause less trouble

Life is not about keeping up with the Kardashian's, it's about keeping up at your own pace, and improving
at that pace. The best things in life are free, Family, Friends, The air you breath, learn to understand that and
you will never be in need.


Always remember, love yourself if you don't who will???